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I'm sick of this shit

2006-04-21T11:55:00.000-04:00

Alright, you all know I live in the corny FLA, it's hot as hell, too sunny and humid. Driving is like the worst punishment when your car has no A/C, you get to your destination looking like you ran all the way there instead of driving. But that's not why I'm mad. What's pissing me off is the fact that GAS here has reached the $3.00 mark and it's not even summertime. I was mad when gas went up to $2.35 and that was just this past November, what's up with that??!!

What I want to know is, how can gas prices be reaching record highs when the oil companies are turning a profit (big ones at that). There CEO making more in a day that a lot of people won't make in 2 years. CRAZY!!! For example, last years 3rd quarter earnings Exxon Mobil stated that there profits rose 75% , Shell rose 68% and Marathon rose 40% . On what planet can something like that be right, and why aren't people protesting in the street this.

I've learned that there are countries that have been on the ball when it comes to alternative fuels for years. I live an America the country once thought to be on the forefront of basically everything. Now it seems like we're still in the dark ages and everyone else is on a rocketship zooming past us.

I'm here thinking of stuff I have to go without for the next couple months because I have to budget for gas. In the past my budget for gas was on the bottom of my list of things, hell for $20.00 my tank would be enough for the week and Saturday. Now, $20.00 gets me to just half a tank and here in FLA you got to drive EVERYWHERE. This is just heartbreaking, when greed is the driving force for the majority of big businesses how can a person like me survive?

UPDATE

2006-04-14T09:00:00.000-04:00

Hello peeps, it's been like forever since my last post but I've just been sooo uninspired. For one, I'm still unemployed. I went to a temp agancy and they basically told me that, I have the skills but I don't stay at a job long enough(longest job 1 year) for a company to want to take a chance and hire me. Yeah, yeah, yeah so now this means that instead of being honest on my resume so far I now have to lie to get a job. I hope I can keep my story straight.

I'm Sick of this Shit

2006-03-24T09:10:00.000-05:00

This is some bullshit. Bullshit I say. On my daily quest for celebrity gossip and useless info I came across an article at TheSuperficial about an artist who created a statue of Britney Spears in some crazy birthing pose on a bear skin rug. WTF!!?!?!?! The name of the statue is "Monument to Pro-Life: The Birth of Sean Preston". Ok for one, why does this bitch and her kid deserve a statue? And when will mine be finished? Britney Spears is the reason we need abortions in the first place. This chick is a dirty white trash home wrecker who stole a man from his then pregnant girlfriend, basically became his sugar momma and as soon as she could popped that little puppy like creature she named Sean Preston Spears Federline. Britney Spears did not do anything more spectacular than any other mother on the entire planet for as long as human beings have been here. Oh, she chose her family over her career, that's what they say she's brave for. What!!! What about all the other mothers that couldn't do that, the ones that had to work 6 weeks (sometimes less) after having there kid and working every day since just to feed the baby they chose to make. Where's the statue for that? Where's the single mothers statue?
The world we live in is soo twisted it's scary.

Secondly, who gives birth like that, doggy style labor on a bear skin rug, can't that kill her? Please Brit if you ever decide to pop another one out please deliver like that. Chicken head freak.

UPDATE: I forgot to mention, Brit Brit gave birth via C-Section so why are we supposed to accept this?

Boot Leg Movies Reviews!!!!!

2006-03-24T08:07:00.000-05:00

Hey yall time for some movie reviews.

I watched V for Vendetta yesterday and I am genuinly pleased with this movie( I am currently watching it again for like the umteenth time). The picture quality is great and the audio is good too. Anyways, V for Vendetta is a movie adaptation of a comic book from the 80's, basically the movie is like the comic just a little watered down. You may feel something or you may not but the originallity of this and the timing is perfect. BTW Natalie Portman is really good in the movie. The People Should Not Be Afraid of Their Government, The Government Should Be Afraid Of The People. Too True. I hope they start sellin that Guy Fawks mask, cuz I want one.

A few weekends ago I watched the new Paul Walker movie Running Scared. All I have to say about this movie is that it will keep you guessing and keep you glued till the end. There are sub stories that blow your mind, and the look of the movie is great. Paul Walker is not an actor whose movies I will run out and see (i.e. Fast and the Furious 1 and 2), but I will say he surprised me. I love movies where there's one central story where all the characters and intertwined in some way and the twist at the end is crazy.

I want to rant for a minute. My boyfriend "K-Slim" and I are movie buffs, our collection is huge. I am a scardie cat, but I love scary movies. Recently, we watched that shitty excuse of a movie Hostel. The way that advertised it was that is was extra scary, gorey and all that good stuff. WRONG. Same for the trash bag Wolf Creek. That movie was straight up boring and far from scary. There was about 5 minutes literally of suspense then, flush straight down the toilet. Why are people making 'scary' movies that are obviously not scary. Just cuz you have a killer and a little blood does not constitute fear. Suspense, never knowing what's around the corner, shit that you would never want to encouter, deformed inbreds, pitch forks and axes make the best scary movies. So I have to give a THUMBS UP to the remake to The Hills Have Eyes. Hey I'm an 80's baby, I didn't see the first movie so I'm going off the remake. It was truly scary to me.

Imagine a dumb ass family takin a cross country trip across the desert of all places ( black people don't do that desert shit, ya feel me), they go to a gas station that looks like the last time there was gas there was probably when the old creepy guy was in diapers. They fill up and of course one of the dumb ass family members goes exploring in the old guys back room and finds shit she shouldn't and because of this the old guy sets them up to be slaughtered. All I have to say is killing deformed, inbred fools with pitchforks, makes for great entertainment. I recommend this movie only at night after midnight.

So, I have you liked my reviews. All you have to do now is go find your local boot leg man and get you a three for ten special and catch the three movies I've just mentioned.

Hoopz Won

2006-03-17T11:30:00.000-05:00

I am aware that the show aired on Sunday and I'm now posting but hey, this week has been all drama. Anyways, I digress, HOOPZ WON to my surprise. I would have thought crazy ass New York was gonna end up with her man Flav. And she actually didn't go nuts when she lost (what a fucking lady). And what we all knew was gonna happen, Hoopz and Flav are no longer together, she basically dissed him right after the show and has been spotted at various parties, even posing with pix with Young Jeezy. It is also rumored that she has a movie in the works.

Damn, when am I gonna get my 15 minutes!!!!?!?!?!?!
For years people I know have told me I should be on a reality tv show, I'm thinking to myself that they must all think I'm nuts and would make great tv, but I doubt that. No, I am not the crazy person I was before, I think before I speak now, I don't do random things just for the hell of it anymore, all this due to the fact that I don't hang with the same crowd and I stopped drinking. So no, I'm not going to be on reality tv, unless it's like a show that helps struggling women get there life together (women that need a little help and guidence, not to mention a large wad of cash)

thank you

America's Next Top Model - Cycle 6

2006-03-10T12:34:00.001-05:00

Ok, I waited patiently all day Wednesday for the new ANTM and I loved it. I was not too impressed with the choices, but hey, I'm addicted to the show so hey, I'm hoping I can find my favorite (i.e. Bre and Nik). Miss J and the other Jay were there to start the show telling the girls that Tyra won't be there. Soo Sad. Anyways, I already know who I don't like at all. Her name is Jade, who just happends to be the oldest chick on the show I think ever and she has the worst attitude. Yeah, when I first saw there pix before the show started I liked her, that was until she opens her mouth. She's pushy, arrigant, and much older than the other girls, so she should be more mature and confident. Her arrigants is just a front for her insecurity of why she's soo old and hasn't made it as a model yet. I know why, she has a bitch personality.

I digress, I have also found the winner of the show. Her name is Nnenna, she's tall, chocolate beautiful face and she seems to have a very pleasant personality. Nnenna reminds me of Iman, one of those bean pole, ageless african beauties. I really am rooting for her this season and hope she doesn't flip out and turn into a psycho.

Anyways, Kathy got kicked out, I'm glad cuz in the promo shots I did not like her, she looked mean, and on the show she looked old. Ick. Last season I was disappointed with the winner Nicold Linkletter, we all know Nik is the winner but that's the politics of the industry so I'm hoping the right girl wins this year.

(pix courtesy of Just Jared)

He Is Just Too Fine

2006-03-10T12:15:00.000-05:00

Ladies, I want to introduce you to Reginald Alfred "Reggie" Bush II, he's only 21 but who cares, he is fine so it's alright. I saw this picture on Cake and Ice Cream, and just fell in lust/love. He's just like I like my men; big, black and fine. Reggie "The President" as he is known is a big football star, not yet in the NFL he is forgoing his senior year at USC to enter the draft where he is more than likely going to be the #1 draft pick.

Reggie if you ever ever read this blog and want to take me out for drinks feel free to email me, I would love to have deep conversations with you.

Just another day as an unemployed nut

2006-02-23T15:25:00.000-05:00

I'm an 80's baby, so I expect things to be hard and totally unnecessary at times, but does it have to be this frustrating??!!??!?!? Whatever happened to the days when you went in for a job interview where you like the job, the interviewer likes you and you get hired? What's up with that, why do employers need like 3 weeks to decide? I'm sick of it. I have alot of experience, very intelligent, and a quick learner, what more can you ask for. Yeah, I'm late a lot, and loose focus sometimes but hey, who doesn't. I just want to work.

It's Flavor Flav Time Ya'll - Yeah!!!

2006-02-19T12:21:00.000-05:00

I love VH1 for showing new episodes at noon first then at 10.

New York is nuts (she's a special woman). Anywayz, Hoopz and Pumpkin go on a trip to Palm Springs with Flav where it leads to Pumpkin doin the doo with Flav. Ewwwwwww. New York and Goldie (my girl) go to San Diego with Flav where NY teaches me that cute people are eaten by gorgeous people (that's why she like that, she must have ate too many cutie pies). The three love birds go have dinner at a real nice hotel, where NY gets her ego handed to her on a silver platter. yeahhhhhh!! Being the pushy bitch she is, she runs (movie style) to "her man" and plants a big one. Low and behold Goldie out of nowhere takes Flav into her big country arms and tongue kisses him soo hard I tasted it. Damn Goldie where you been.

At the table, it was a wrap for NY. That kiss sent Flav and Goldie into there own little world, to the point that they left NY at the table by herself. (the same happened to Hoopz) Man, that sent NY to a whole new direction, she went back into the room and had a nervous breakdown, tears and all. I'm not gonna assume anything with Goldie and Flav (i really hope she didn't) but hey you never know. Back at the mansion, Goldie, Hoopz and Pumpkin are glad to be reunited, while NY is all by herself planning her next attack and gnashing her teeth at last nights events.

Elimination time!!!!!!!!! Hoopz stays, Pumpkin stays and comments to Flav that NY no longer talks to them, big deal. My girl Goldie gets canned, owwwwww! I can't believe it, what is he thinkin. Alright thats Flavor of Love for today. What I really want to comment on is the clip from next weeks episode, Im'a just say, Let's Get Ready To Rumble!!!! In this corner Miss New York and in this corner Pumpkin. Man somebodys gonna get stomped. Crazy.

The End

Shout Out - ANTM Wanna Be

2006-02-19T11:54:00.000-05:00

Hey, on Friday (02/17/06) my bestest friend Miss Sanders called me from an America's Next Top Model casting in Atlanta, GA. Being my bestest friend I was soo excited for her and wanted details. Miss Sanders stated she was dressed nicely, not too showy, but showy enough. She stated though alot of the other girls (we talikng ATL here ppl, you should already know where I'm going with this) were dressed like they were going to the club, hoochiefied to the 10th power. Such a shame, when our women can't differenciate between dressing like a cheat slut and dressing classy. You can still be sexy and not trashy i.e my fellow virgo Beyonce. See ladies, that's how you get a man with money, y buy the milk when you basically already seen what she got to offer, half the time it ain't much and not worth it. So GOOD LUCK Miss Sanders.

My Brain Hurts

2006-02-18T18:41:00.000-05:00

Have you ever been soo bored that you got a headache because of you lack of brain activity? Well if you have, that's how i'm feeling right now. That's basically what made me come up with this blog, straight boredom.

Anyways, I digress. I'm bored, broke and pissed at the moment, cuz if any of you read my profile you know I live in FLA. Recently on the news they released the tape of 14 year old Martin Lee Anderson(pictured) being brutally beaten by Boot Camp Sheriffs. It's painful to watch and even more painful to comprehend the comments made by the higher up regarding this young mans death. Martin Lee Anderson, was in boot camp for stealing his grandmothers car with a friend and crashing it, ok, not the brightest thing to do with your spare time, but hey. What I want to know is what the hell did Martin Lee Anderson do to deserve this type of "discpline"? Bay County sheriff's officials said guards restrained Anderson after he became uncooperative while doing push-ups, sit-ups and other exercises as part of his physical evaluation hours after being admitted to the camp.I know I'm ranting about this subject but I'm so hurt by this, this was a young boy, surrounded by like 6 huge sheriffs who were choking, kicking and punching him to the point where he couldn't stand on his own, and if any of you saw the video, why didn't the nurse (bitch walked away) stop it at that point siting his inability to even keep his head up? Whats even worse is the fact that the medical examiner states his cause of death to be a blood disorder. Blood Disorder!! Yeah I can see where he's coming from, kicking and punching causes one to bleed and loose blood and eventually that becomes a disorder (lack of blood). Blaming a medical condition (sickle cell) is in no way gonna fly with me and I hope no one else. Thank you for your time, I pray for justice for this young man and his family.